MISTAKES: WISH TO TURN BACK TIME

salam...

it has been a few days, perhaps a few weeks since the last time i updated this blog...
the laziness has conquered my thought n my guts i guess.

when you're gone~avril lavigne
"When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you"

lips of an angle~hinder
"And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel"

have you aver~s club 7
"sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
All your dreams are upside down
If only i could change the way the world goes round"

say ok~vanessa hudgens
"So tell me when it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright?
Will you say ok?
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
Say Ok"

never had a dream come true~s club 7
"Somewhere in my memory I’ve lost all sense of time,
And tomorrow can never be cause yesterday is all that fills my mind,
There’s no use looking back, or wondering
How it should be now, or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can’t find ways to let you go"

big girl don't cry~fergie
"And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry"

these are the song in my "now playing" list,playing of course.the songs pretty much show what i feel right now.or maybe it makes me to feel the emotion itself.and it just gets me to one thing,the thing that i've messed up with.

i'm missing the old things.my friends, my time to waste,just everything.
homesick?
maybe...but for sure i'm not missing my family as much as i miss the free time to watch the tv.yup!that's me.
they are right.you never miss the water until it's gone.

it reminds me of two persons who i can say very much care about me.i thought i was making things better,but the fact is i'm not.and that hurts.
and when thinking about the words i had with the other one,it hurts too.
i'm messing up with these people who i never knew i cared.

i want to go back to the time where i'm so naive,don't know anything about life and get those people back.every one.i want every one.just every one.

for those who reads this,i'm sorry if this entry is emotional as it is to me.and i'm sorry if i ever hurt your feeling.if there any chance for me to make it up to you in any way, i'll do.
i guess i never knew how to keep a relation strong.

so if i ever hurt you,i'm sorry.


p/s: wani!!!what ever you're doing right now,best of luck!love you!

LYRIC

salam...

big girl don't cry

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry


p/s: its time to be big girl now...

salam...

it's a new day to start with.yup... i guess the best way is just to let go.maybe it's not the best thing to do, but it's all that i can think of right now.i hope this is the best...


p/s: it's a new start...

salam...

huhu...smalam da kuar,pastu hari ni kuar lagi...hehe....berjoli sungguh aku cuti ni...

mesti r..cuti kn kejap jer.mesti r enjoy.huhu...nti nk balik utp nti rindu member tak tentu pasal.huhu...
hmm...per2 je la...
hehe...

td maser dlm prjalanan blk umah smbl brtemankn driver brtaraf member [ IRAH tuh..huhu... ] aku tgk la pemandangan kt luar.lalu la kt depan skolah ss [ sultan sulaiman ]. kebetulan maser tuh bebdk tgh blk skolah.tringat aku maser muder2 dulu... [ da tuer ruper nyer...haha ]

bender tu bt aku trpikir.kalu aku bley bawak kreta, mesti bdk2 ni aku respek aku cam org yg da kerja.walhal aku br jer nk raser pahit manis idup kat dunia universiti ni. huhu...raser nk gelak pon ader.
look can be deceiving. yup.got dat right!

n biler aku tgk balik kt diorg, aku raser cam sebahagian dr diri aku ni still in school.back in my old school.somehow there's a piece of my heart belong to my school...i guess i just miss the old days....
with my friends of course!
hehe... :P

neway, bebdk yg nk g blaja kt oversea tuh nti nk msk intec.da tak lamer da.member kt sini nk bertolak ari jumaat ni.kebanyakannyer la.ahad dftr.hmm...esok la ari last diorg..huhu..

ari ni aku lepak [ + di trun trf jd pegawai peribadi.huhu... ] ngan TEHA, NABILAH, IYLIA, IRDA, ALIA n of course IRAH.semua bebdk ni nk g intec.huhu...alamatnyer korg bley wat perkmpungan org2 ganu la kt saner..hehehe....

syok o0o0o0 lepak ngan diorg.walaupon da mcm body guard dok ikut diorg.huhu...tp, walaubagaimanapon, maser aku g lepak ngan SEMA semalam lg syok!haha...jgn jeles!kitorg berjoli sakan!haha...best kan SEMA!
len kali kiter bt lg yerk!
haha...

per2 pon, aku nk ucapkan GUD LUCK kt semua yg akan masok intec n enjoy ur life there!
maybe it's not as good as it seems, but that is not the reason why you should stop enjoying ur life.
just live to the fullest!
:P


p/s: SHINICHI KUDO...best of luck to you! ;P

salam...

hmmm...global warming....

yup,kt sini mmg panas.malah lg panas kalu nk d bndgkn ngan toronto [ haha....bajet r...blajar oversea ] . upsss.make dat tronoh...huhu

dulu ingt kn kt tronoh da cukup panas.rupernyer kt ganu ni lg panas!
smalam aku g bndr.huih.......mmg panas.

member aku lak cakap panas skrang ni bukan panas cam beser...huhu...btol la tu.petanda khiamat da dekat...

n sbb tu lah kiter kener ingatkn diri sendiri, ALLAH tu syg sgt kt kiter.nk turun bala terbesar pon kasi maser nk suruh kiter tobat... [ nasihat diri sendiri ni... ]

hmm..per2 pon...skunk aku da tak der idea lg nk goreng per...aku hndal mggoreng dlm xm hall jer...huhu...

neway...da nite is getting old and the day is coming.a brand new day i must say...
well then, nite
and
good day every body!
huhu
:P


p/s: kejap on kejap off...hmm...

salam...

hmm....
raser teman2 yg len yg active berblog pasti da beberapa kali mn"update" blog...n me? diz will be my fisrt entry since the holiday began.

[ sori yer.bahasa campor.sgt2 cmpor.cmpor segala buah yg ader....huhu ]

pg td aku sampai umah dlm kol 6 scr kasar nyer.dr maner? hehe... ~ K.L ~ watper?mncari laptop yg bakal berbakti pada tn nyer yg ganas+giler nih....huhu...yg pasti, biler da ader laptop mkn menyendiri la aku ni dlm bilik..huhu

kire2 nti 17 ari bulan 6 aku akan blk ker utp.raser cuti sgt pendek.tp hakikatnyer mmg cuti aku sgt pendek kalu nk d bndgkn dgn dak len.yer la org len cuti 2 bln.aku?2 mggu jer...huhu...

bpk sedara aku yg dok kt taiping pon da tunjok muker plik smacam sbb aku da cam sibuk jer....ni br foundation!huhu...agaknyer la kot dier pikir cam tuh...huhu...

per2 pon, sok aku nk g bndr.hahahah...bndr ganu yg da lamer aku tak jln2...huhu....n of course,cari tiket...hehe...

da la...da lewat.huhu...
nite...
;p


p/s: sweatdream....