NOW I KNOW

salam...

this morning i woke up earlier than what i used to be.why?
guess what, i'm going to attend the secretaries meeting [ is it right?]

well, it has never been my job to attend it.but unfortunately, both of our secretaries and my head department wasn't here to attend it, so i took the job.more likely HAVE to take it.

it's a meeting. i assumed it will be bored as it is for most of the meeting we ever heard. but, i never knew i enjoyed it.it's not that bad.kind of fun.

i got to listen to every department's latest news.it's great to know that i'm not the only one who do the job. and it's good to know what others are doing.just one thing that i hate the most.
the age different.

i'm glad that i didn't really have to tell people that i'm the youngest in that meeting room. and i'm glad that they only knew it at the end of the meeting.it's not that i don't like being young [ XP ] but it actually makes me feel uncomfortable because i'll be thinking that they didn't think that i'm deserved to be one of them.

among me is the people who have gained lots of experiences,perhaps they are the "master" when doing their job and i'm nothing but just a girl who don't know anything.

but still, i'm glad that i was there.it was GREAT!!!i enjoyed it as much as i'm chatting with my pals.it was just great.
and the most important thing is i've learn something new.something that i won't be able to gain if i'm not a secretary [and i'm not even the secretary! ]. and it makes me feel...i don't know how to express it [ short of words actually... :D ]hahahahaha

i don't know but i'm actually thinking to join another meeting... [ as if i'm the secretary... *wink~~ ]

"it's good to know that you're doing something new and you're enjoying it.but what important is, you know that you're learning something from it"


p/s: can't wait to be home!