"eh,asal ko gangster sgt ni?"
how would you react if your friend ask you this question?
btw, this question is from a friend, while waiting for the atm machine. it was a bomb to be exact. but though, i tried to be cool. and i guessed it worked. she didn't relized it.
well, sorry girl. that moment i knew that she were not comfortable with my "new" attitude. it's just that with stuff happening around me made me insecure with the boys. and yeah, there's a bunch of boys behind me.
and somehow, i've become so fragile lately. feel like nobody understand me. maybe cause when i told people sometimes their joke hurts, instead of at least think about it, they make another joke. and trust me, i've reach the point when i'm tired with all of this.
but anyway, it will be one of the memories i'll remember in the next 10 years maybe? so i guess i need to bare it. this is a fate of the victim...hehe...
and as my teacher said;
btw, this question is from a friend, while waiting for the atm machine. it was a bomb to be exact. but though, i tried to be cool. and i guessed it worked. she didn't relized it.
well, sorry girl. that moment i knew that she were not comfortable with my "new" attitude. it's just that with stuff happening around me made me insecure with the boys. and yeah, there's a bunch of boys behind me.
and somehow, i've become so fragile lately. feel like nobody understand me. maybe cause when i told people sometimes their joke hurts, instead of at least think about it, they make another joke. and trust me, i've reach the point when i'm tired with all of this.
but anyway, it will be one of the memories i'll remember in the next 10 years maybe? so i guess i need to bare it. this is a fate of the victim...hehe...
and as my teacher said;
"everybody knows how to talk, but do they take a moment and try to understand it?"
make sense right?
p/s: tied to the past. insecure. missing it.
---x---
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