just how many time i've been in that situation. frustrating. but this time, i'll let it go first. thank you for the good times. wish you were here. -brownie-

Assalamualaikum...

26 mac 2009, aku turun KL tengok LAT The Muzikal. and yes i'm enjoying myself. snap2 gambar. tapi tak banyak sangat pun. ada lah sikit2

and last but not least, aku dapat teguran dari seseorang. lama aku tunggu. katanya sori, it's all just a big misunderstanding. yer la, bila aku memang selalu jadi mangsa salah faham.

if only you understand apa yang dah jadi, apa yang aku rasa, dan siapa aku, you would not be able to see what kind of marks you've left me with. it wasn't anything to you i guess, but i have to live with it for the rest of my life. feeling stupid just by looking at you.

sampai bilik tengok2 dah longlai. baring tak bergerak. this is must be the feeling my sister once felt. but i can promise it was worse than this. aku mintak maaf, tak sempat nak buat apa2 tidur je terus. pagi pun bangun lewat. maybe to keep it close to me just a little bit longer.

dan ada orang ajak keluar than cancel even went out before telling me it's cancel. nasib baiklah aku memang tak percaya ngan ajakan beliau sebab selalu kene cancel.

frustrating, really.

p/s: i hope u have a good time with me, close ur eyes and rest all u want. love u always.