Assalamualaikum...
readers, i need your help. let me ask you a question, what's there in love? hey, it's just a thought.
well i guess there will be answers like a lot to nothing. some say love is about loving all those people around you, take care of them and just share your life through thick and thin. some just say that love is hate, there's nothing worth putting yourself at stake just in the name of love.
what am i asking is about the love of boys and girls. they say it's the puppy love when you just experimenting it in your teenage time. but remember, not all are ridiculous and stupid as it sounds. ask around and you'll find out that there are some incredible and amazing true love stories started from puppy love though i can't really tell you about it.
questions to ask; what differentiate a true love from a puppy love? what makes you know that the person in front of you now is the person you've been waiting for? how do you know that he/she is meant to be with you? what makes it worth to give up everything and grab that love you are dreaming about? what makes it so unbelievable and undeniable that no words can ever describe it? how come it seems so easy for others yet so hard to another?
it's the questions of someone who never experience a good love, i know that. but i can't say i never experience it before neither has the experience of a puppy love, what's more to say about the true love. i've been wondering from the start until today what is it all about and just how exactly it feels. i'm a loner, yes i admit it.
growing up in my own world, solving things by my own and always depend on myself takes me far from my family. i always thought that i grew up much faster than my age and i believe there are a lot more like me outside there. and yes, i am looking for more in my life and demand that extra points especially when it comes to attention, love and affection in which i grew up lacking of it all.
i believe there are no satisfying answers for all my questions. it's a very subjective question with thousands of answers and how odd that there are no right or wrong answers. i always hope for an easy life through this love story but as far as i concerned, it has never been easy. am i craving for it? maybe. but i always tell myself i'll always be ok even if i have to do it alone for the rest of my life.
you can say you like love, hate love, miss love or misunderstood love. answer me if you want to for what i know love is the simplest yet the most complicated thing you can ever knew.
p/s: it comes and goes...
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